My relationship with myself got a lot better as I got older. The change in me started in my early 30s. I started to feel more comfortable in my own skin. I started journaling and writing poetry. I knew God was there. I had a supernatural experience having a supernatural peace wash over me restoring my sanity. The experience gave me hope. I am holding on to my faith in God. I think we all need God in our lives. Satan creates chaos and reeks havoc on people’s lives because he’s a trouble maker. I pray most mornings when I wake up. I thank God for causing me to be resilient. God is the person who caused the healing of my soul from hurt feelings and verbal abuse from people that barely knew me, but they still talk about me negatively. I was bullied a lot as a little girl but I credit God and spirituality for saving my life. I like most of the contemporary Christian songs on the Star 99.1 radio station. I can’t get through a car ride without the radio. I love to listen to the radio. Music has been my past time for along time. As a child I listened to the radio a lot too.

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I am a Black Guyanese woman. I'm thirty nine years old. I went back to college to take Early Childhood Education classes. I want to get a second 48-credit BA degree in Early Childhood Education by 2021. I go to NJCU. I have a BA in Creative Writing from NJCU. I graduated from NJCU in August 2015. I transferred to NJCU from Mercer. I have my AA degree from Mercer in Humanities and Social Science since May 2007. I write poems, I write memoirs, I'm a blogger and I am taking a children's lit course. I love reading memoirs. I also do book reviews from time to time. My favorite poet is Emily Dickinson. I grew up in Ewing, New Jersey. I live in Princeton Junction with my parents!

3 thoughts on “My relationship with myself got a lot better as I got older. The change in me started in my early 30s. I started to feel more comfortable in my own skin. I started journaling and writing poetry. I knew God was there. I had a supernatural experience having a supernatural peace wash over me restoring my sanity. The experience gave me hope. I am holding on to my faith in God. I think we all need God in our lives. Satan creates chaos and reeks havoc on people’s lives because he’s a trouble maker. I pray most mornings when I wake up. I thank God for causing me to be resilient. God is the person who caused the healing of my soul from hurt feelings and verbal abuse from people that barely knew me, but they still talk about me negatively. I was bullied a lot as a little girl but I credit God and spirituality for saving my life. I like most of the contemporary Christian songs on the Star 99.1 radio station. I can’t get through a car ride without the radio. I love to listen to the radio. Music has been my past time for along time. As a child I listened to the radio a lot too.”

  1. Hello, Ayesha, It has been a long time since we last talked. I had a car accident on January 27, 2021. I hit black ice on the highway and lost control and damaged my car. I have a lot of soft tissue damage from my lower back to the top of my head. I have been in shape over the last forty years. I am getting closer to my one daughter. My second daughter does not want to talk with me. I made a deal with Fatherly Heaven and I have worked on it for a long time. I am not giving up as I am not that way. God, Jesus Christ, and The Holy Ghost have been with me for a very long time. I pray we both receive help from Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ, and The Holy Ghost. I love you Ayesha. TheAyeshasite

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      1. Hello Ayesha Yes, I pray about my children. I know one day they may talk with me again. I let them both know I love them and always will. Prayers are strong and I know God hears them. You are right each day provides another chance to get things right.

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