It is healing my brain and body. I get sleep almost every night of the week. I rarely have sleep disturbances now that my medication has been adjusted.
Just when I thought life would have taught me to shoot lower or feel less than others something altogether different happened…
I kept having access to opportunities that were so great I almost couldn’t believe all of it was for me. I feel like nothing adversely affected my life. I love my life. I have a good life! Having a mental illness is hard though and it’s stressful.
I realize now that it’s important to make good choices for my life.
Life is a series of choices. I made my choices since I was seventeen when I graduated from high school. I feel good about my choices. Other people seem to not understand that my choices are mine to make.
I love how a rapper I won’t name that died in the 1990s said on one of his records; “…he had me feeling like Black was the thing to be and suddenly the ghetto didn’t seem so tough although we had it rough we always had enough(rap song lyrics)…”
I feel like Black is the thing to be in my 30s. Even though kids bullied me I feel really comfortable being Black and I feel proud to be Black too. Black is Beautiful!
I want to go on a cruise this summer.
I want to go on a Carnival or Royal Caribbean cruise this summer.
I loved going to Trader Joe’s last Sunday.
Me and my friend Julie got to sample delicious tasting dark chocolate with almonds.
All of the choices and the decisions you make in your life after the age of 18 are your own.
For good or for ill a part of taking responsibility for yourself is to stand by your own choices.
When I think of all the things people said about me or didn’t like about me when I was a kid I think…
Ayesha you turned out very good in spite of it don’t be ashamed of any of it. It’s all useful.
With equal opportunity to succeed and work in 2018 and beyond.
It will be better for all Americans. (smile)
“We have waited too long for our freedom.”
A classic quote from Nelson Mandela. Africans and African Americans have.