I’m doing my own thing now!

From writing my  memoir to loving and accepting myself the way I am in my 30s. I’m doing my own thing. I’m not seeking approval and I have no enemies. I am not looking too much at that woman and what she’s doing and I’m not looking at that guy over there and what he’s doing. I’m charting my own course in  life. From writing this memoir I call Ayesha’s Story to putting on lipstick in my bedroom mirror and admiring myself. I learned the secret to happiness just being who I am and not wanting what other people have. I have enough. I don’t want more and I wouldn’t want less. I’m good! If I find a man in the next four years that will be great! I want a partner or a boyfriend. I already have admirers Black and White. I always have. I don’t look at Race as long as the man is handsome and  a nice person I’d date him. I hope we can have a baby too!