I’m doing my own thing now!

From writing my  memoir to loving and accepting myself the way I am in my 30s. I’m doing my own thing. I’m not seeking approval and I have no enemies. I am not looking too much at that woman and what she’s doing and I’m not looking at that guy over there and what he’s doing. I’m charting my own course in  life. From writing this memoir I call Ayesha’s Story to putting on lipstick in my bedroom mirror and admiring myself. I learned the secret to happiness just being who I am and not wanting what other people have. I have enough. I don’t want more and I wouldn’t want less. I’m good! If I find a man in the next four years that will be great! I want a partner or a boyfriend. I already have admirers Black and White. I always have. I don’t look at Race as long as the man is handsome and  a nice person I’d date him. I hope we can have a baby too!

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I am a Black Guyanese woman. I'm thirty nine years old. I went back to college to take Early Childhood Education classes. I want to get a second 48-credit BA degree in Early Childhood Education by 2021. I go to NJCU. I have a BA in Creative Writing from NJCU. I graduated from NJCU in August 2015. I transferred to NJCU from Mercer. I have my AA degree from Mercer in Humanities and Social Science since May 2007. I write poems, I write memoirs, I'm a blogger and I am taking a children's lit course. I love reading memoirs. I also do book reviews from time to time. My favorite poet is Emily Dickinson. I grew up in Ewing, New Jersey. I live in Princeton Junction with my parents!

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