I am really happy the way my life turned out. I am 36 and I am working on a memoir.

I am hoping that my memoir I’m writing is right around two hundred pages typed written. My memoir is called Ayesha’s Story: The Schizophrenia Memoirs. So far I have sixty six pages typed written. When I type the rest of Part Three I’ll probably have 100 pages. I have been smoke free for almost three years. In July 2017 I will celebrate three years without a cigarette. I got help from Dr. Maddiah. She prescribed Chantix for me. She seemed to care and I have not so much have smoked one cigarette in almost three years. I spend my extra money on clothes, shoes and jewelry for myself.  I believe I deserve nice things so I buy them. I love JC Penney and Kohls. I recently turned 36 years old and I feel really good about myself in my 30s. I feel attractive in my 30s. I didn’t feel attractive in my 20s. I felt broken and not good about myself when I was a teenager.