My self image is healed but I still have SZ.

I feel good about myself even though I’m not perfect or beautiful by the way society defines beautiful. I’m a tall woman. I have a weight issue. I wear a 22W-24W in clothes. I have dark chocolate skin. I have lovely dark brown eyes. I have a nice waldrobe. I take care of my hygiene and I wear perfume.  I am Schizophrenic and I feel good about Ayesha. I am beautiful. I am attractive. I am worthy of love and concern. I am a good friend. I am 36! I believe I have difficulty because I’m an African American woman but that is who I am. I am a proud African American woman. My heritage is steeped in my racial pride. I love wearing my cool hats and nice coats or jackets with my cool clothes.

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I am a Black Guyanese woman. I'm thirty nine years old. I went back to college to take Early Childhood Education classes. I want to get a second 48-credit BA degree in Early Childhood Education by 2021. I go to NJCU. I have a BA in Creative Writing from NJCU. I graduated from NJCU in August 2015. I transferred to NJCU from Mercer. I have my AA degree from Mercer in Humanities and Social Science since May 2007. I write poems, I write memoirs, I'm a blogger and I am taking a children's lit course. I love reading memoirs. I also do book reviews from time to time. My favorite poet is Emily Dickinson. I grew up in Ewing, New Jersey. I live in Princeton Junction with my parents!

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