Nothing can stop God from blessing you (me)

My heavenly father is a perfect man. I can remember times in the past where I struggled with my looks or with myself. I was a broken African American teenage girl who thought she would need serious help forever or die in a psychiatric hospital earlier than she expected. I remember my narrative. I remember the past with almost 85%-90% accurately. I am a spiritual person. I love my mom. She’s my greatest supporter, friend and cheerleader. I am working on a book/ on a memoir. I am writing a memoir telling my story of the past 20 years but it will end in the present (late 30s-age 40) 2017-2020 or 2021. I think I will be successful at getting my second Bachelor’s degree in Early Childhood Education too by 2020 or 2021. God intended for me to look the way that I look and that I like myself  that way too. That’s what I love about God you know. People look at the color of my skin one way and say things about me but God sees me and says “my beautiful black Ayesha who weighs 270lbs and is still so sexy”.

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I am a Black Guyanese woman. I'm thirty nine years old. I went back to college to take Early Childhood Education classes. I want to get a second 48-credit BA degree in Early Childhood Education by 2021. I go to NJCU. I have a BA in Creative Writing from NJCU. I graduated from NJCU in August 2015. I transferred to NJCU from Mercer. I have my AA degree from Mercer in Humanities and Social Science since May 2007. I write poems, I write memoirs, I'm a blogger and I am taking a children's lit course. I love reading memoirs. I also do book reviews from time to time. My favorite poet is Emily Dickinson. I grew up in Ewing, New Jersey. I live in Princeton Junction with my parents!

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