The opposite is happening to me. The more I try the more I see that I am intelligent even if I need things explained to me like my assignments for college. I want to become an educator. I am a Mentor and I love my job. I never thought I would relax into myself after I think of the childhood I had, the difficult adolescence I had and even my 20s full of fear, paranoia, anxiety, and doubt. I did become myself though. I remember that everyday now! I want my life. I want to live.
Usually the things life throws at you discourage you and worry you.
I am a Black Guyanese woman. I'm thirty nine years old. I went back to college to take Early Childhood Education classes. I want to get a second 48-credit BA degree in Early Childhood Education by 2021. I go to NJCU. I have a BA in Creative Writing from NJCU. I graduated from NJCU in August 2015. I transferred to NJCU from Mercer. I have my AA degree from Mercer in Humanities and Social Science since May 2007. I write poems, I write memoirs, I'm a blogger and I am taking a children's lit course. I love reading memoirs. I also do book reviews from time to time. My favorite poet is Emily Dickinson. I grew up in Ewing, New Jersey. I live in Princeton Junction with my parents! View all posts by TheAyeshaSite