Self-love and reality checks.

I remember thinking someone else was responsible for my happiness. I am happy if this person does this or that but now I have the right to be happy and process my emotions. I can have a good day even when bad things happen to me. I can say Ayesha you’re beautiful and say hello to compliments from others and self-love. I am living my dream. I even plan to get guitar lessons and buy a guitar. I want to have my very own instrumental CD soon.  I can’t wait to create an instrumental CD that has a picture of me that has my name on it. I am getting my first lesson on December 15 I think.

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I am a Black Guyanese woman. I'm thirty nine years old. I went back to college to take Early Childhood Education classes. I want to get a second 48-credit BA degree in Early Childhood Education by 2021. I go to NJCU. I have a BA in Creative Writing from NJCU. I graduated from NJCU in August 2015. I transferred to NJCU from Mercer. I have my AA degree from Mercer in Humanities and Social Science since May 2007. I write poems, I write memoirs, I'm a blogger and I am taking a children's lit course. I love reading memoirs. I also do book reviews from time to time. My favorite poet is Emily Dickinson. I grew up in Ewing, New Jersey. I live in Princeton Junction with my parents!

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