I am meant to be me.

There were a lot of times in my life where I felt like it was hard for me to be myself. I felt wierd, awkward and self conscious. I didn’t feel like I fit in or belonged anywhere. I know now that was the way it was and that was the way it had to be. Now four years and two blogger award nominations later I feel like everything is cool. I feel like I have found my happy place again. I know God on high is watching me saying “Ayesha you are not alone, I am guiding you and I love you and approve of you.”

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I am a Black Guyanese woman. I'm thirty nine years old. I went back to college to take Early Childhood Education classes. I want to get a second 48-credit BA degree in Early Childhood Education by 2021. I go to NJCU. I have a BA in Creative Writing from NJCU. I graduated from NJCU in August 2015. I transferred to NJCU from Mercer. I have my AA degree from Mercer in Humanities and Social Science since May 2007. I write poems, I write memoirs, I'm a blogger and I am taking a children's lit course. I love reading memoirs. I also do book reviews from time to time. My favorite poet is Emily Dickinson. I grew up in Ewing, New Jersey. I live in Princeton Junction with my parents!

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