I feel like I finally developed autonomy. I like it.

One thing about me is I like to be able to just do what I enjoy and not have someone tell me what to do or how I should be. I was always kind of the girl that was bullied in school until recently I just felt like I could let go of the anger and kind of say “I’m not going to worry about the past and if I had past failures or hurts I am doing better. I am a work in progress and I can heal my life.” I really enjoy my job working as a Mentor and I’m going to a day program in Trenton called Oaks Integrated Care. I like it there so far. My first day was Monday. I feel like I need to assert myself more but I found my voice writing in a memoir writing class. I can see myself working on my issues at the program. Life is not easy but it’s not too hard either. I sincerely believe God doesn’t put more on me that I can bare. I believe in God. I’ve made it through some difficult times in my life. I lost loved ones. I don’t have that many supportive people I feel like I can trust.

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TheAyeshaSite

I am a Black Guyanese woman in my late 30s. I went back to college to take Early Childhood Education classes. I want to get a second 41-credit BA degree in Early Childhood Education by 2021. I go to NJCU. I have a BA in Creative Writing from NJCU. I graduated from NJCU in August 2015. I transferred to NJCU from Mercer. I have my AA degree from Mercer in Humanities and Social Sciences since May 2007. I write poems, I write memoirs, I'm a blogger and I am taking a children's writer course. I love reading memoirs and I do book reviews from time to time. My favorite poet is Emily Dickinson. I grew up in Ewing, New Jersey. I live in Princeton Junction with my parents!

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