I feel like I am just as good as anyone else. I have friendships but I don’t really have a lot of friends but I have a few. I have my good days and I have my bad days. I like working with children. I want to become a teacher. With this blog I became an author too. I love to write. I have a memoir book project. I am trying to build my work experience. I had a summer job but my illness is difficult. I find ever since I made peace with my illness I’m less afraid of dying. I was hospitalized too. I feel this pain in my chest. I have said no more to smoking cigarettes and that was over five years ago. I just feel like some people are never going to like me. That has kind of always been my experience but I’m done with trying to be accepted and have kind of moved to a place now that I’m almost forty of letting the offenses go and letting go of the past and trying to live more in the present.
I am a Black Guyanese woman in my late 30s. I went back to college to take Early Childhood Education classes. I want to get a second 48-credit BA degree in Early Childhood Education by 2021. I go to NJCU. I have a BA in Creative Writing from NJCU. I graduated from NJCU in August 2015. I transferred to NJCU from Mercer. I have my AA degree from Mercer in Humanities and Social Sciences since May 2007. I write poems, I write memoirs, I'm a blogger and I am taking a children's writer course. I love reading memoirs and I do book reviews from time to time. My favorite poet is Emily Dickinson. I grew up in Ewing, New Jersey. I live in Princeton Junction with my parents! View all posts by TheAyeshaSite