I fear losing my mother and I keep it to myself. I feel like this dark cloud is hanging over my head over. I don’t go out at night. I fear certain things but I used to take long walks but now I just plan on doing my 5K for NAMI Mercer in May of this year 2020. My mom’s birthday and Mother’s day are in May 2020. I called my mom from the short term facility I was in. I need to stay in my room at night.
I am a Black Guyanese woman in my late 30s. I went back to college to take Early Childhood Education classes. I want to get a second 48-credit BA degree in Early Childhood Education by 2021. I go to NJCU. I have a BA in Creative Writing from NJCU. I graduated from NJCU in August 2015. I transferred to NJCU from Mercer. I have my AA degree from Mercer in Humanities and Social Sciences since May 2007. I write poems, I write memoirs, I'm a blogger and I am taking a children's writer course. I love reading memoirs and I do book reviews from time to time. My favorite poet is Emily Dickinson. I grew up in Ewing, New Jersey. I live in Princeton Junction with my parents! View all posts by TheAyeshaSite