I feel so blessed to be able to stand out now that I am older. I try to appreciate my successes because I had them older. As a child I got bullied badly. I always got called names and got bad verbal abuse from other kids and older kids too, but I thank God for His divine intervention in my life on my behalf. God caused me to have a supernatural healing that restored me back to sanity. I was a really broken person. I never had much popularity to speak of before my blogger award nominations I got, but I managed to at least become really comfortable with myself the way I am. I was a slender little girl who stuffed my feelings and I often got criticized and always felt ostracized by others. I know me having successes older is not something I overthink. For me it’s cool because I am drawing attention to myself. I know I couldn’t have dreamed of a better outcome. This is amazing!

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I am a Black Guyanese woman. I'm thirty nine years old. I went back to college to take Early Childhood Education classes. I want to get a second 48-credit BA degree in Early Childhood Education by 2021. I go to NJCU. I have a BA in Creative Writing from NJCU. I graduated from NJCU in August 2015. I transferred to NJCU from Mercer. I have my AA degree from Mercer in Humanities and Social Science since May 2007. I write poems, I write memoirs, I'm a blogger and I am taking a children's lit course. I love reading memoirs. I also do book reviews from time to time. My favorite poet is Emily Dickinson. I grew up in Ewing, New Jersey. I live in Princeton Junction with my parents!

One thought on “I feel so blessed to be able to stand out now that I am older. I try to appreciate my successes because I had them older. As a child I got bullied badly. I always got called names and got bad verbal abuse from other kids and older kids too, but I thank God for His divine intervention in my life on my behalf. God caused me to have a supernatural healing that restored me back to sanity. I was a really broken person. I never had much popularity to speak of before my blogger award nominations I got, but I managed to at least become really comfortable with myself the way I am. I was a slender little girl who stuffed my feelings and I often got criticized and always felt ostracized by others. I know me having successes older is not something I overthink. For me it’s cool because I am drawing attention to myself. I know I couldn’t have dreamed of a better outcome. This is amazing!”

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