I chose to see myself and my own life as good. Sometimes when I look for my worth and I can’t find it anywhere I consciously choose to tell myself “I am just as good as anyone else.” I know sometimes people may say or feel like they are better than I am, but I chose to say “that isn’t true” and I keep movin’. I don’t want to have issues with other people if I don’t have to. I stay in my own lane, and I try to live and enjoy my life. I am proud of who I am. I like the woman I have become. I feel comfortable just the way God created me. I know if I were to seek my worth in certain areas I just may not be able to find it there.

I believe in God. I try to be nice to other people. I am easy going. I know when God intends to bless me that I am blessed to be a blessing. I know God is with me. He is the peace in the midst of chaos in my life that I can’t explain but I am so thankful that God is there and I believe that God is there. I never want to die. I know God was there on a day I felt scared and wasn’t sure what to do. I had a supernatural peace wash over me several years ago. I made peace with an illness that was so difficult for me. I sleep better most nights and so I give God praise first and I thank God for supportive parents and the few supporters I have I try to think of them also.

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TheAyeshaSite

I am a Black Guyanese woman. I'm thirty nine years old. I went back to college to take Early Childhood Education classes. I want to get a second 48-credit BA degree in Early Childhood Education by 2021. I go to NJCU. I have a BA in Creative Writing from NJCU. I graduated from NJCU in August 2015. I transferred to NJCU from Mercer. I have my AA degree from Mercer in Humanities and Social Sciences since May 2007. I write poems, I write memoirs, I'm a blogger and I am taking a children's lit course. I love reading memoirs. I also do book reviews from time to time. My favorite poet is Emily Dickinson. I grew up in Ewing, New Jersey. I live in Princeton Junction with my parents!

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