Now that I am in a good place in my life I don’t judge myself for giving myself retail therapy or saying “I’m just as good as anyone else.”

I know God understands that this world we live in is chaotic. I feel blessed to be able to at least enjoy the life I have. I want to live and not die. I want to be able to write for children and teenagers. I worked as a mentor and I really enjoyed the work. I am going back to school and hope to pass the praxis core reading exam on the second try. I know I can do it this time. I am also doing adult coloring which I find therapeutic. God is the center of my life. I know I can trust God. You can’t always trust people. Some people betray you. I at least try to establish trust with family and friends. I am a good person.

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TheAyeshaSite

I am a Black Guyanese woman. I'm thirty nine years old. I went back to college to take Early Childhood Education classes. I want to get a second 48-credit BA degree in Early Childhood Education by 2021. I go to NJCU. I have a BA in Creative Writing from NJCU. I graduated from NJCU in August 2015. I transferred to NJCU from Mercer. I have my AA degree from Mercer in Humanities and Social Sciences since May 2007. I write poems, I write memoirs, I'm a blogger and I am taking a children's lit course. I love reading memoirs. I also do book reviews from time to time. My favorite poet is Emily Dickinson. I grew up in Ewing, New Jersey. I live in Princeton Junction with my parents!

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